Author: pandamom

  • Enemy

    Welcome to my second song. A short quickie about self deprecation and being your own worst critic. This song came to me while I was working in my office. A sudden tune came out and that became the chorus and title of my song. We face constant judgement everyday from everyone. No matter who you…

  • Humans

    Hi Cubs,I’m back again with another post. Recently I’ve been really into music and I’ve been inspired enough to come up with some music of my own. The first song I’ve wrote and published is titled Humans. You can check it out below. This song is inspired by all the death that’s in the world…

  • Ripple in a Riptide

    Today I’m reflecting a lot. In life, in work, in everything that I do. I feel like I’m getting pulled into another riptide. I’ve never experienced a real riptide, thank whatever force of nature that keeps me safe, but I’ve had a few major set backs in life where I almost drowned in my riptides.…

  • I’m an Empath

    I feel the weight of the worldEveryones’ sufferingEveryones’ painUnnecessary feelings that just overwhelm me I don’t always feel it, but when I do, it gets so tiringLiving is exhaustingStaying alive is a struggleBut the willpower in me keeps me going I want to be part of the support that makes this world a better place…

  • Humanity At It’s Finest

    Imagine a world where humans were the #1 priority. Where humans actually cared about, wait for it, other humans. Insert laugh track here. Yes, this is a comedy. A real funny shit show. The world, our society, the human one, is an interesting piece of work. Where the fuck did we come from and how…

  • Welcome to my circle of solitude

    I am a lonely person. I’m an introvert. I also have pantophobia. Which is the perfect concoction of descriptions to set me up for modern society failure as I work best, alone. I don’t like to connect regularly. I don’t like to be in huge crowds. But I also value my family and friends that…

  • I have pantophobia

    With my fears I’ll grow, not to not fear anymore but to live with them. They are my “skeletons in the closet” because they have been disengaged from my mind. I now have full control of my own consciousness and reality. A lot has happened between my last post and this one. I’ve won another…

  • Planet Earth is my Playground, and the possibilities are endless

    Until there is no more planet earth. Lol~ I’m spewing my thoughts today as our billionaires in the world are having a race to space. Sounds to me like they’re escaping the earth as we know it because it’s being seen as a lost cause for future generations to come. I’m not someone that’s been…

  • Finding Peace in an Anxious World

    Lately, I have been feeling uneasy about life. I’m constantly reminding myself that I’m doing great and that things can be worst and I should be grateful that they’re not. But this is a feeling I cannot help but feel and you can only suppress feelings for so long before you explode in a mental…

  • Brand New Website

    I am finally launching our brand new website just because I no longer want to be a procrastinator. Will this be the final look of our website? It probably will not be but in the meantime, I like it as it is. It’s currently 2am and I’ve been working on the website for a good…