Lately, I have been feeling uneasy about life. I’m constantly reminding myself that I’m doing great and that things can be worst and I should be grateful that they’re not. But this is a feeling I cannot help but feel and you can only suppress feelings for so long before you explode in a mental breakdown like the ones I’ve had in the previous years.

I’m hoping to be on a journey of self acceptance and finding joy in things I find to be painful and hard to do. In a crazy mixed up world as we are today, I find it to be quite scary. Being alive is a scary thing but I’ve reached a point in my life where I’d much rather be alive than not. Which is a huge accomplishment in my opinion.

In my next entry, I’ll have to bring to you much more positive vibes.

Til next time,

Panda Mom